penitensya

April 17, Palm Sunday, eto ang start ng Holy Week , at eto rin ang umpisa ng sarili kong " penitensya". I was at the office ng makaramdam akong ng pananakit sa abdomen ko na abot sa likod, at konting short of breathing. Hindi ko na kinakaya, kaya I rushed myself to the ER... and that was the beginning of the story.

ER

First day, Palm Sunday . Emergency room , MANILA EAST MEDICAL CENTER , was given pain relievers via IV.

April 18th, Antipolo Doctors Hospital , Antipolo City .

Monday around 2am , was admitted at Antipolo Doctors rm 217  under Dr.  Manalo ... and the rest was history....

this is not my actual ultrasound results ( nasearch ko lang to sa goole from  madisonradiologists.com )

Was given the usual  GERD medication, kase based sa symptoms and sa medical history ko and since hindi matanggal ang pain, I underwent several lab tests , sa  pancreas and liver , and all the tests were okay . So , inultrasound ako, and doon na nakita na meron akong Bile Duct Stones or Choledocholithiasis . Nung marinig ko sa attending physician ko na ieendorse nya ko sa surgeon , nanlumo ako at nablangko na isip ko . To make the story short, inoperahan ako , under Dr, Sandejas from The Medical City  through Endoscopic retrograde cholangiopancreatography (ERCP) procedure on Wednesay . Nagresearch ako sa Youtube ng ERCP procedure and i found several videos  including this ERCP PROCEDURE , and good thing hindi ako nakapanood ng ganito before . The operation went well by God's grace. Supposed to be discharged on Friday, but i suddenly felt an extreme pain sa right abdomen ko, it was rated 10 from scale of 1-10 . Sabe ny doktor , maaring napwersa , kase kumilos ako ng kumilos , dahil masyado akong naging kampante, porke wala kong hiwa. Buti naman hindi na umulit and pain at nakalabas ako ng Sabado de Gloria at nasa bahay ako ng Linggo ng Pagkabuhay . 

penitensya

another song i like

 Adrienne Pierce Laundry and Dishes 

Another song by Adrienne Pierce.

Lyrics:
I lost my phone
Lost my coffee cup
Make things disappear
Then I make things up
I lost you, then I lost my way
And I make it difficult for you to say the things you want to say

I am right, right in the eye, of the storm, and I am wondering why

I've been watching, oh I I've been watching you
There are so many, so many secrets Ive been keeping too

Open the coffin, there's nothing inside
There are fake stars shining in the sky
And when I wake up I find I am still dreaming
In the bathtub, the salmon are teeming

Maybe I need to see something grow
See black soil, green shoots
Maybe I need to touch down
I need heavier boots

I have been watching, oh I I've been watching you
There are so many, so many secrets Ive been..

Father and Son

Another moments that im soo happy to capture.  Love seeing them like this, it gives me soo much joy. Alam kong  hindi ako maiintindihan ng iba coz there were just ordinary shots, but actually, it wasnt the picture , but yung  moments nila, yung just between the two of them . yung sila lang ang nagkakaintindihan. And i leave it like that. 

Thank you Moosegear!

Finally! nareceive na namen ang prizes ni Matthugh from Moosegear Apparel na  matagal nya ng inaabangan . Eto yung sa photocontest na sinalihan ni Matt last March. It was delivered through LBC. The prizes consist of 2 shirts , one long pants and one short pants , and they cost 2,000 in total. Tuwang-tuwa si Matthugh, and he even tried them all as soon as we opened the plastic. It was really a fun and great experience for him.And I'm really happy to give him this kind of experience. Thank God for the blessings . ",) 

bicycle

Isa sa mga moments ni matt na masarap panoorin. Kita ko kung gaano sya kapursigidong matutong magbisikleta. Naalala ko tuloy nung bata pa ko. nung nag-aaral akong mag-bike, kaibahan lang , wala akong nanay na kaasing-OA ko . We even watched a youtube video on " how to ride a bike " Hahahaha! Naiinis tuloy saken si  matt , kase ang ingay ko daw habang tinuturuan ko sya sa labas ng bahay .  But i cant really help it,  I'm sooo excited as he is. ",) .

An experience ...

from moosegrear photo contest

Last march 2011, napagtripan kong isali ang anak ko sa  Moosegear Pick of the Month March 2011  .  I submitted several photos middle of march na, and when i checked some entries , yung iba , nasa 1000+ likes na , but i still joined, kase binasa ko yung mechanics , there will  be judges to judge the photos,so hindi lang magbebase sa votes,  although , 40% ay manggagaling din sa mga " likes ". Anyway, yung "trip-trip" lang , naging "career" , i started posting the campaign sa mga walls ng mga close friends ko sa FB and even yung hindi ko mga close ",) . i even sent PM's (hahaha naiimagine ko sarili ko) . And mas lalo akong nagpursigi , kase one morning, when i checked mg FB account, may son, Matthugh, saw me viewing the moosegear photo album and he asked me.." mommy ilan na yung bumoto saken? " . I was surprised kase, hindi ko akalain na pati sya, nagmomonitor pala. Voting eneded in march 31st , i know mommies would undertand me when i say, kinabahan ako,  kase i was hoping na mapili si Matt. April 4, winners were announced.

Pagkagising na pagkagising ko ng April 4th, nagopen agad ako ng FB , and went to Moosegear page to check for the winners, i saw a set of pictures , with photos and wala yung picture ni Matt, na-sad ako, sabe ko sa sarili ko  " ay hindi nanalo si Matt" , pero i noticed , the caption said consolation winners. bigla akong nabuhayan ng loob,  and i immediately scrolled my mouse down, and there i saw  the picture sa above. WOW! sobrang saya namen sa bahay! This really an experience that we will never forget! ",)

pesto pasta!

dpag badtrip, bad mood, stressed, depressed , having a bad day or even a bad-hair day, pag gustong mag-isa, pag malungkot, anxious at kung anu-ano pang nega.... isa sa mga bagay na sa akin ay nagpapasaya ay ang ...pesto pasta !!!

FACEBOOK

FACEBOOK (stylized facebook) is a social networking service and website launched in February 2004, operated and privately owned by Facebook, Inc 

Phenomenal. This is one way to describe and naging success ng Facebook or kilala rin sa alias na FB. As of january 2011 more than half billion na ang subscribers ng social networking site na to, and, I admit isa ko sa mga yan. In fact, I access my FB sa pc at sa cp (hindi ako adik) . Marami na rin akong social networking sites na natry (Friendster, Multiply, myspace, twitter) pero sa FB lang talaga ko nagbabad ng ganito. Siguro kase , dahil na rin sa mga added features nito tulad ng mga games na sobrang patok. Diba mga cityville neighbors? Pero naisip ko lang bigla habang nasa shortbreak ako, sinu-sino nga ba ang mga mahihilig sa FB. Nagformulate ako ng teorya...
1) Chismosa ~ sila ang mga taong gusto tingnan , alamin and mga pangyayari sa mga taong, close nila, hindi nila masyadong close, at mga kinaiinisan nila. Sila yung mga gustong palaging updated sa mga events sa buhay ng ibang tao.
2) KSP ~ sila yung kulang sa pansin. Mga taong gustong patok ang mga shout outs or status updates. Sila ang mga taong masaya pag maraming likes and comments ang posts. At sad pag dedma and statusd update, kaya gagawa ng nakakawindang na post para mapansin.
3) Racketeers ~ sila ang sobrsang dame ng friends. Kakainggit sila minsan. Pero 3/4 ng mga to di nila kilala personally. They just needed to be friends with everybody kase nga sila ay mga RACKETEERS. The more contacts, the more the opportunities, the more rackets to come. Hahahaha
4) IN-ners ~ sila yung mga taong nagFB para IN.
5) Flaunters ~ sila yung taong flaunt everything kahit la ng wenta , still mega-post the pictures, bagong phone, laptop, shoes, bags, bagong kurtina, throw pillow, dust pan at kung anu-ano pa. Hahaha
6) MISSIONARIES~ sila naman ang mga taong kahanga-hanga dahil they're using FB in productive ways. Sila yung mga taong using FB to spread the word of God, or yung mga taong gumagawa ng page, to spread useful information from religion, mga alternative meds, latest gadgets and technologies.

Well , again, these are all opinions. Katuwaan lang. Whatever classification you fall into ... isa lang ang mensahe ko : BE RESPONSIBLE.  ",)

another...

Japan was struck by another 7.4 magnitude earthquake according to CNN

According to the new , this new quake was closer to the coast, than the previous one.

GOD bless the japanese. Let's pray for them .

S-M-I-L-E ", )

umaga na... and i'm still alive. another day to celebrate. ito ang mga moments na gusto ko, cool lang, lang hiccups. tama lang . kahit na marami pressures sa work , at sa bahay , hindi nila ko naoovercome.eto yung moment na dama mo talaga na masarap mabuhay, ang ganda ng lahat ng bahay sa paligid mo , hindi ka madaling mainis, haba ng pasensya mo , ganda ng outlook mo sa buhay. la kang negativity sa isip mo. nakakapag-isip ka ng maayos, at nakakapagtrabaho ka ng maayos. eto siguro ung isa sa mga benefits ng pagtanggap mo kay Kristo, yung totong pagyakap mo sa isang pagiging kristyano. kaya siguro sabe nga sa isang kanta .. ang buhay ng kristyano ay masayang tunay . cheers!!!!