;'(

He's not supposed to see me crying.... And I'm not supposed to let him see me crying :'(

But we both did and it broke my heart.
I wish I could turn back the time... But I can't.
But I won't let it happen again.
he has to see me as...if not strongest woman on earth.
But at least strong enough to fight for him.

Existence

Sometimes I feel as if I don't exist
I want to be treated as important as everybody is
Am I that bad?
I don't think so

Flaws? I have lots of those
And I don't deny the fact that I always fall short
I'm just human you know?
But I know I can't always use that as a passport

But where the problem lies?
Until now I really don't know why
I feel like this, as if I don't exist

...Or may I really don't.... RIP †

down ☹

I'm feeling down again
But I know this is just temporary
And I want the soonest end
To feel that I'm just like an ordinary

This is one of those moments that I hate
Coz I'm forgetting how I'm blessed
Everyday I pray not to encounter this
Coz its really taking out all the bliss

Noone really knows about this
Only myself that is so selfish
I opted to keep this to myself
Thinking its not a big deal and soon it'll end

down ☹

I'm feeling down again
But I know this is just temporary
And I want the soonest end
To feel that I'm just like an ordinary

This is one of those moments that I hate
Coz I'm forgetting how I'm blessed
Everyday I pray not to encounter this
Coz its really taking out all the bliss

Noone really knows about this
Only myself that is so selfish
I opted to keep this to myself
Thinking its not a big deal and soon it'll end